Have you ever wondered why your sexual temptations feel so intense, so relentless, and so overwhelming that they seem impossible to overcome?
Could it be that the fierce private struggle you're fighting is not just weakness of the flesh, but actually a sign that you carry a calling so significant that Satan himself has targeted you to destroy you before you even discover it?
What if I told you that the men who face the most powerful sexual temptations are often the very ones whom God has set apart for the most extraordinary ministries.
IF YOU ALWAYS WANT TO MASTURBATE
YOU MAY HAVE A GREAT CALLING
Today I want to unveil a spiritual insight that will completely shift the way you see that battle which has tormented you for years.
I'm also going to share the story of a young man who lived long ago in the land of Canaan, whose extreme sexual temptations turned out to be confirmation that he carried the most important prophetic mission of his generation.
This revelation is so transformative that it can take what you've considered your greatest weakness and turn it into the confirmation of your greatest spiritual strength.
If you've arrived here, it is not an accident.
God has drawn you here to show you that your struggle might actually be the clearest evidence of your divine destiny.
I want you to take a moment right now and write in your journal , "I have a powerful calling as a declaration of faith that you're about to discover the purpose behind the enemy's relentless attacks against your life."
Share it with someone through your means or any of your social platforms because there are others, chosen ones just like you, who desperately need to understand this message.
If you don't stay with me until the end, you may miss the most important revelation about your spiritual identity that God has been waiting to reveal to you.
The enemy is working hard to distract you, to make you stop right now because he knows that the truth you're about to receive will set you free from shame and activate your divine purpose.
Let me begin by telling you a story.
In the ancient hills of Canaan, there lived a young man named Zuriel.
He was 19 years old, the son of a Levitical priest named Azeriah.
Ever since he turned 14, Zuriel had been haunted by an intense inner struggle, a constant wave of sexual temptation that overwhelmed him nearly every single day.
While most of the boys his age occasionally battled impure thoughts, Zuriel felt like he was under siege.
The pressure was so intense that he could barely focus on his studies of the scriptures.
His soul was weary, his heart confused, and his spirit burdened.
Night after night, he would cry out to God in private, "Why me, father? Why are my temptations so different, so powerful, so unrelenting?"
One particular night, after falling once again into masturbation, Zuriel collapsed in tears on the floor of his room.
He shouted in desperation, "Lord, I must be the worst of all men. No son of a priest should be fighting this hard just to stay pure."
But on that same night, something extraordinary happened.
In a dream, a radiant being appeared.
A mighty angel clothed in brilliant light.
The angel looked straight into Zuriel's soul and said, "Zuriel, son of Azeriah, do you think it's just by chance that your temptations are this intense?"
Trembling, the young man replied, "I don't understand, my lord."
The angel continued, "The adversary knows the calling that rests upon your life. You have been chosen to confront the spirit of sexual corruption that will rise in future generations. That is why Satan has assigned some of his most powerful spirits to attack you without rest."
Zuriel awoke from the dream, shaken but deeply curious.
The next day, he went to visit an elderly prophet named Nathaniel, a man known for his wisdom and spiritual insight.
Zuriel told him the entire dream in detail, seeking guidance.
Nathaniel listened intently, his eyes fixed on the young man.
After a moment of silence, the old prophet spoke with authority. 'My son," he said, "those who are called to the greatest assignments always face the fiercest battles. Before David stood before Goliath, he had to conquer lions and bears. Before Moses led the people out of Egypt, he wandered the wilderness alone. And you, you are being tested by
lust because you have been chosen for a ministry of deliverance. Deliverance ministry? Zuriel asked wideeyed. "Yes," Nathaniel answered. "Those who overcome the greatest temptations are the very ones God raises up to deliver others who are still enslaved. Only someone who has truly felt the weight of this bondage can break it in someone else's life." From that day forward, something began to shift inside Zuriel. Rather than drown in guilt and shame, he began to see his battle from a new perspective.
He started praying with purpose. "Lord, if these temptations are a sign of my calling, then give me the strength to overcome them and prepare me for what lies ahead."
Over time, the temptations began to lose their grip on him.
They still came, but they no longer held the same power.
Six (6) months later, Nathaniel received a full prophetic word and called Zuriel to hear it.
"Zuriel," he said, "God has chosen you to liberate thousands of men from the chains of sexual bondage. But first, you had to taste the fire of that same battle yourself so you could understand the pain of those you will be called to set free."
By the age of 25, Zuriel had become one of the most powerful voices of sexual deliverance in his entire region.
Men would travel from distant villages just to hear him preach and to receive prayer from him.
Many would ask him, "How do you understand exactly what I'm going through?"
Zuriel would smile and respond, "Because God allowed me to feel everything you're feeling and even more so I could be fully equipped to walk with you into freedom."
The story you've just heard reveals one of the deepest spiritual truths that the modern church has tragically forgotten.
The intensity of your sexual temptation may be directly linked to the magnitude of your divine purpose.
Zuriel's life is a reflection of thousands of men who have misinterpreted their most intense battles as signs of failure when in reality they are marks of divine selection.
If you've believed the lie that your sexual struggles disqualify you from being used by God, I need to correct that belief right now.
That's exactly the deception Satan uses to neutralize chosen ones before they ever discover their spiritual assignment.
What if the very thing that has shamed you for years is the same thing that proves how valuable your destiny really is?
This story isn't just a tale from the past. It carries a spiritual truth that has the power to completely shift how you see your current struggle.
What you once viewed as shameful, as a weakness meant to keep you in hiding, may actually be a sign of something far greater.
The spiritual realm operates on patterns.
And what happened with Zuriel is a pattern God continues to use with many of his chosen ones.
The battle you're facing is not random.
The very temptations that torment you could be serving as confirmation that you carry something special, something the kingdom of darkness is terrified of.
Satan isn't wasting time on just anyone.
His most aggressive attacks are reserved for those who have the potential to shake hell and set captives free.
Now, I want to walk you through six powerful spiritual principles that will help you understand why the enemy fights you so intensely in the area of sexual purity.
These principles will show you that your warfare is not proof of your failure.
It is evidence of your assignment.
And once you understand these truths, you'll begin to see your temptation not as your downfall, but as your training ground.
¹ Spiritual principle one, the enemy often sees your future before you do.
Satan is not blind.
As a spiritual being, he can perceive things about your destiny that you haven't even discovered yet.
When he senses the presence of a prophetic calling, he doesn't wait for you to grow into it.
He strikes early.
If he can break you before you realize who you are in God, he thinks he can stop you from ever stepping into your assignment.
That's why many of the strongest attacks come long before a person ever enters ministry.
² Spiritual principle two, the weight of the battle often reveals the size of the calling.
If your struggle with temptation seems excessive compared to others, there's a reason.
Hell doesn't waste its forces on people who pose no threat.
If you're being assaulted with intensity, it's because your life carries a level of spiritual impact that the kingdom of darkness is desperate to prevent.
Your trials are not just resistance.
They're recognition.
³ Spiritual principle three. God uses extreme temptation to build extreme spiritual strength.
Just like athletes lift heavier weights to grow stronger, God permits heavier spiritual pressure to develop those who are destined for greater things.
God doesn't allow temptation to destroy you, but to train you.
Every battle you face is an opportunity to gain spiritual endurance, discipline, and authority that will one day set others free.
⁴ Spiritual principle four. Those who will lead others out of bondage must first know what bondage feels like.
No one can effectively minister freedom in an area they've never had to fight through.
That's why God allows some of his chosen ones to walk through deep personal struggles.
He wants them to understand the pain, the guilt, the confusion so that when they speak to others, their words carry empathy, authenticity, and power.
True deliverers are forged in the fires of personal experience.
⁵ Spiritual principle five, victory over what defeats most people gives you access to unusual authority.
When you overcome the kinds of temptations that others have, you gain a kind of spiritual credibility that can't be faked.
You don't just speak from theory, you speak from triumph.
And that victory becomes a key that unlocks freedom for others who thought it was impossible.
⁶ Spiritual principle six. Your fiercest storm is usually a sign that a breakthrough is near.
It's no coincidence that the moments when you feel most overwhelmed also come right before major spiritual transitions.
The enemy fights hardest just before a shift.
If you're currently going through the most intense sexual warfare of your life, it might be because heaven is preparing to release the most powerful ministry season you've ever experienced.
As we reflect on these principles, I can't help but remember the trials faced by Joseph, the son of Jacob.
The Bible tells us in Genesis 39:10 that Potiphar's wife pursued Joseph day after day, constantly trying to seduce him. (And though she spoke to Joseph day after day, he refused to go to bed with her or even be with her.)
This wasn't a one-time test.
It was ongoing, relentless pressure.
And yet, Joseph refused to give in.
But let's pause and ask, why would God allow Joseph to be targeted with such intense sexual temptation?
The answer becomes clear when we look at what came next.
Joseph was destined to become the governor of Egypt, the man who would save nations during a famine.
His ability to resist sexual sin was part of his preparation for spiritual leadership.
Genesis 39:10 describes how Joseph repeatedly refused the advances of Potiphar's wife, choosing not to listen to her or engage with her, demonstrating his moral integrity. This passage highlights Joseph's commitment to his values and loyalty to his master.
God was qualifying him through his purity.
Now, let's look at Samson.
He was chosen before birth to be a deliverer for Israel, endowed with supernatural strength.
But what was one of his greatest struggles?
Sexual temptation, especially with Delilah.
(¹⁵ Then she said to him, “How can you say, ‘I love you,’ when you won’t confide in me? This is the third time you have made a fool of me and haven’t told me the secret of your great strength.”
¹⁶ With such nagging she prodded him day after day until he was sick to death of it.
¹⁷ So he told her everything. “No razor has ever been used on my head,” he said, “because I have been a Nazirite dedicated to God from my mother’s womb. If my head were shaved, my strength would leave me, and I would become as weak as any other man.” )
Judges 16:16 says that she tormented him daily with her words, pressuring him constantly.
Why such intensity?
Because the enemy knew the power Samson carried.
And while Samson ultimately fell, his life still shows us the strategy of hell against powerful men.
Wear them down through temptation.
And of course, we can't forget Jesus himself.
In Matthew 4:1, the scripture says that Jesus was led by the spirit into the wilderness, not to rest or retreat, but to be tempted by the devil.
Let that sink in.
The Holy Spirit orchestrated Jesus's encounter with temptation as part of his preparation for public ministry.
Hebrews 4:15 affirms that Jesus was tempted in every way we are.
Yet, he did not sin.
That includes sexual temptation.
His complete victory over every form of temptation gave him the authority to liberate others fully.
Each of these examples proves a powerful truth.
Those with the greatest assignments often face the greatest temptations, not because they're weak or broken, but because their lives hold the potential to transform nations, confront darkness, and release freedom.
1. Sign one, your sexual struggles are far more intense than those around you.
If you've ever wondered why you seem to battle harder than your Christian friends, it may not be because you're weaker, but because your destiny is heavier.
Men with average spiritual assignments often face average levels of temptation.
But when someone is marked by heaven for a greater purpose, the attacks intensify.
The enemy isn't targeting you because you're worse.
He's targeting you because you're chosen.
2. Sign two. You feel a deep compassion for others who are caught in sexual sin.
Even in the middle of your own battle, your heart aches for those who are also struggling.
That's not normal.
That's a sign of a calling.
Those who are meant to bring freedom to others often carry a unique tenderness for the wounded.
It's part of how God shapes you for ministry by teaching you to feel what others feel.
3. Sign three. You've had dreams or visions related to helping others break free.
God frequently reveals a person's purpose through spiritual impressions long before they walk in it.
If you've seen yourself ministering to others in your sleep or imagined yourself setting captives free, those aren't random thoughts.
They're often early indicators of a deliverance calling, waiting to be awakened.
4. Sign four. People experience freedom when you pray over them, even before you feel ready.
Have you ever prayed for someone struggling in this area, sexual temptations and noticed a shift in their emotions or spiritual life?
That's not a coincidence.
It's evidence that there's already an anointing resting on you.
Even if you still feel like you're in the middle of your own fight, God uses broken vessels all the time to carry living water.
5. Sign five. You feel drawn to study purity, inner healing, and spiritual warfare.
When God is preparing you for a specific type of ministry, he gives you hunger in that area.
If you find yourself constantly searching for teachings on how to overcome lust or how to walk in sexual integrity, it's likely because God is equipping you with the knowledge you'll one day use to help others.
6. Sign six. You've gone through deep personal breakthroughs after long periods of struggle.
Maybe you've had moments of supernatural clarity or victory after years of confusion and failure.
These encounters aren't just for you.
They're part of your spiritual training.
God is allowing you to taste freedom so that you'll carry the blueprint to lead others out of captivity.
There's a deeper truth that we need to explore now.
A truth that many believers have never been taught.
Yet, it is at the very core of why your temptations are so persistent.
Scripture is filled with evidence that the spiritual world is not passive.
There is a very real ongoing conflict in the unseen realm.
And this war is especially fierce when it involves someone whose life has the potential to impact others.
What you may have thought was just fleshly weakness or personal failure is often the front line of a much bigger battle.
And if you don't understand that, you'll keep blaming yourself for what is in reality a direct assault from hell against your destiny.
Let's go to the book of Daniel chapter 10, where we find one of the most revealing stories about spiritual warfare in all of scripture.
Daniel had been praying and fasting, seeking understanding from God when an angel finally arrived after twenty-one (21) days.
What did the angel say?
"From the very first day that you set your heart to understand and to humble yourself before God, your prayers were heard. But the prince of the kingdom of Persia resisted me for 21 days." ~ (Daniel chapter ten , verse twelve)
That phrase alone unlocks a critical truth.
There are demonic authorities in the spiritual realm that specifically oppose the plans of God in the lives of individuals.
These are not just vague ideas of evil.
These are organized, targeted, and relentless spiritual powers whose mission is to delay, confuse, and derail anyone who is about to step into divine purpose.
This opposition is especially aggressive against those with prophetic assignments, those chosen by God to speak truth, bring deliverance, or lead others into spiritual freedom.
The resistance Daniel faced wasn't because he was sinful.
It was because he was dangerous.
And you need to begin seeing your own story through that same lens.
If you've been facing strong, persistent sexual temptations, ones that seem to increase when you try to grow spiritually, it may be because the enemy sees you, like he saw Daniel, as a threat.
Ephesians 6:12 takes us even deeper.
Paul writes, "For we do not wrestle against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this age, and against spiritual hosts of wickedness in the heavenly places." D, this is not poetic language. It's strategic intelligence. Paul is telling us that the real battle isn't against your body, your mind, or your past. The real war is being waged by unseen forces who are threatened by what you wil become if you ever fully step into your identity in Christ.
When it comes to sexual temptation specifically, demonic powers often target this area because of its unique spiritual weight.
Lust has destroyed countless leaders, corrupted entire ministries, and left families and churches in ruins.
Why?
Because when the enemy can compromise someone sexually, it often disqualifies them in the eyes of others, even if God's grace still covers them.
That's why demons assigned to destroy destinies often go after sexual integrity first.
It's not about pleasure, it's about sabotage.
In Revelation 12:12, we're told something chilling yet illuminating. Woe to the earth and the sea, for the devil has come down to you in great fury because he knows that his time is short. This is not a passive enemy. This is a desperate one. He is aware that his days are numbered and so he concentrates his most vicious attacks on those who carry the most prophetic weight. The more urgent his time becomes, the more brutal his warfare becomes.
And if you're under heavy fire, it's a sign that your calling threatens his kingdom.
So now step back and reconsider everything you've gone through.
That shame, those secret battles, that cycle of guilt and repentance, it wasn't just weakness.
It was warfare.
And the fact that you're still here, still seeking God, still refusing to give up, is already proof that you were built for more than survival.
You were built for freedom and leadership.
That's why this message matters so deeply.
Because if you misunderstand the source of your temptation, you'll internalize the lie that you're defective.
And if you believe that, you'll disqualify yourself before you even begin.
But if you start to understand that what you've been facing is actually evidence of divine selection, something shifts.
You move from shame to strategy, from guilt to growth, from surviving sin to leading others out of it.
If this message is resonating with you, if something deep inside is stirring and you're beginning to see your struggle in a completely different light, then I need you to do something important right now. Take a moment and write in the comments.
Why? Because that phrase isn't just a click.
It's a declaration.
It tells the world and yourself that you're committed to growing in your purpose.
That you refuse to be another believer stuck in shame, pretending everything's fine while secretly dying inside.
It's a space created specifically for men and women like you who have been wounded by the battlefield of temptation, but still carry the fire of calling inside their hearts. Each post here has been prayerfully crafted to equip you with divine wisdom, biblical truth, and prophetic understanding for your personal transformation and future ministry. And when you engage, when you comment, and share, you're not just supporting a channel. You're participating in a movement. A movement of hidden warriors being awakened, trained, and sent into a world that desperately needs them. Your voice matters. Your story matters. And your growth begins when you stop watching passively and start walking intentional with God and with this community. So, if you feel like this teaching has touched something real inside of you, don't leave that stirring
unagnowledged. Let me and others know you're here. Let us walk this path with you. And more
than anything, stay close. Because what's coming next may be exactly what you need to step into everything God has destined for you.
Let me share with you the story of a young man l once counseled.
His name was John. He came to me when he was 21 years old, visibly broken, eyes sunken from sleepless nights and a voice filled with hopelessness.
He sat across from me in my office and began to weep before he even said a single word.
When he finally gathered the strength to speak, his voice trembled with shame. "Father," he said, "I've been struggling with pornography and masturbation for over seven (7) years. I've tried everything. fasting, prayer vigils, accountability groups, deliverance sessions, but nothing has worked. Every time I think I've beaten it, I fall again. I feel so filthy, so unworthy. I think God has already given up on me. I don't believe he could ever use someone like me or anything. His words carried the weight of millions of others who feel exactly the same. John had believed the lie that because he was struggling, he was already disqualified, that his weakness made him unusable, that his secret sin had canceled his destiny. But what I told him that day is what I'm telling you now.
God hasn't abandoned you.
He's preparing you.
I explained to John that the reason his battle was so intense wasn't because he was cursed, but because he was called.
That the enemy had seen something on his life that even he didn't yet understand.
And that maybe, just maybe, God had allowed him to walk through that dark tunnel, not to destroy him, but to equip him with compassion and authority to lead others into the light.
As we spoke, I saw the tears in his eyes change.
They were no longer tears of shame.
They were tears of revelation.
We prayed together not a shallow prayer of "God help me" but a deep cry for identity, for vision, for restoration.
You won't just speak with knowledge.
You'll speak with power.
Because you'll know exactly what it feels like to be trapped and exactly what it takes to be set free.
If you've ever wondered whether God could still use you after everything you faced, let me take you directly to the word of God because your emotions may lie to you.
Your past may accuse you, but scripture tells the truth and that truth declares that you are not disqualified.
You are being refined.
Let's start with 1 Corinthians 10:13. where Paul says, "No temptation has overtaken you except what is common to mankind. And God is faithful. He will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear, but with the temptation, he will also provide a way out so that you can endure it."
This verse dismantles the lie that your temptations are proof of your weakness.
Instead, it reveals that God Himself is measuring what you're facing and He knows what you can carry.
If you're being tempted intensely, it's because He knows you have the capacity to overcome. In Christ.
He trusts you with the battle because he has already given you the strength to win it.
Now look at James 1:24 where it says, "Consider it pure joy, my brothers and sisters, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith produces perseverance. Let perseverance finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything."
Think about that.
Trials aren't just random suffering.
They are special tools.
Tools that sharpen, refine, and complete you.
Even sexual temptation, as painful as it is, can be part of your spiritual formation.
It produces maturity, not failure.
It deepens your faith, not disqualifies it.
Then there's 2 Corinthians 12:9-10 where Paul shares something personal. He says, "But he said to me, "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness." Therefore, I will boast all the more gladly in my weaknesses, so that the power of Christ may rest upon me. For when l am weak, then l am strong."
This completely flips the script.
Paul isn't ashamed of his weaknesses.
He boasts in them. Why?
Because they make room for the power of Christ to manifest.
Your battle with lust is not something to hide in a closet of guilt.
It's the very space where God's power is most likely to show up in your life.
And then we come to Isaiah 61:1, a prophetic declaration that Jesus himself quoted when announcing his ministry.
"The spirit of the Lord God is upon me because the Lord has anointed me to bring good news to the poor. He has sent me to bind up the brokenhearted, to proclaim liberty to the captives, and the opening of the prison to those who are bound."
That's your blueprint.
You weren't saved to be silent.
You were redeemed to become a redeemer.
You weren't healed just for yourself.
You were healed to heal others.
Your experience in bondage gives you unique authority to speak freedom to captives.
Finally, Jesus says in John 8:36, "So if the Son sets you free, you will be free indeed."
Not maybe, not partially, indeed.
That word is important.
It means fully, completely, without condition or question.
The freedom Jesus gives isn't just spiritual.
It's emotional, mental, sexual, and generational.
And when he frees you, he sends you.
When he heals you, he equips you.
When he delivers you, he anoints you to deliver others.
You see, your entire life, the good, the broken, the hidden, the forgiven is part of your preparation.
You are not behind.
You are not late.
You are not too dirty.
You are exactly the kind of person God uses to shame the proud, to confuse the wise, and to silence the enemy.
Your scars will become your sermon.
Your tears will become your oil.
Your pain will become your power.
Now that you've walked with me through this message, through the story, the teaching, the scriptures, the spiritual truths, I believe you are ready.
Ready not just to hear the truth, but to respond to it.
Ready not just to survive your battle, but to walk in freedom and begin preparing for ministry.
So right now, wherever you are, if you can, close / open your eyes, your preference, open your heart, and let me pray over you.
Lord Jesus, I thank you for the life of this chosen one reading and learning right now.
Thank you for sustaining them through years of silent struggle, confusion, guilt, and exhaustion.
Thank you for the mercy that has carried them to this exact moment.
I declare in the name of Jesus Christ that this is not the end of their story.
It's the beginning.
Father, I ask that you would now awaken their divine calling.
Let them see that what the enemy used to shame them is what You will use to raise them up.
Turn their battlefield into their platform.
Take every tear and turn it into oil for ministry.
Take every failure and make it the soil where your power takes root.
Right now, I activate the anointing for deliverance over their life.
I speak freedom over every chain of lust, every pattern of self-hatred, every agreement with shame .
Let the fire of the Holy Spirit burn away everything that does not come from you.
And let this chosen vessel rise.
Give them dreams and visions that confirm what they've heard today.
Open divine doors for mentorship, ministry, and maturity.
Let them become a voice for freedom in a generation that has been trapped in silence and sin.
Use their life to set the captives free.
I declare that the spirit of condemnation is broken, in the name of Lord Jesus Christ.
I speak clarity where there has been confusion, I speak purpose where there has been pain and I speak boldness where there has been fear.
In the mighty, holy, resurrected, name of Jesus Christ, amen.
If you've made it this far, I want to say something very clearly.
You are not ordinary.
Most people would have walked away.
Most people would have avoided a message that exposes their secret battles.
But you stayed.
And that tells me something about you.
It tells me that deep inside you've always known you were different, that God was calling you to something more, that your pain had to mean something.
And now you know it does.
I want to ask one last thing from you.
Would you say amen in the comments below.
I want to pray for you personally.
I want to remember youas one of the future deliverers servant of God is raising up through this ministry.
You don't need to be perfect.
You just need to be willing.
And before you go, share this message, with love.
You may know someone, a friend, a brother / sister in Christ, maybe even a preacher who is silently losing their battle.
They need this truth of God.
They need this hope.
Your joyful obedience to share with love could be the spark that reignites someone's calling in Christ.
And finally, come back tomorrow, anytime.
Walking with God is not just a channel.
It's a spiritual training ground.
Every message here is a lesson, a weapon, a revelation designed to equip you for the war ahead.
Make this your place of preparation, your school of deliverers.
Thank you for staying.
Thank you for fighting.
Thank you for believing that your story isn't over.
I can't wait to hear what God does through your life.
Until then, keep walking with God.
Glory to Jesus Christ.
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