Showing posts with label grace. Show all posts
Showing posts with label grace. Show all posts

Sunday, March 19, 2017

Bone Marrow Cancer (M.J's testimony)

Dear Dr. Batmanghelidj,

In November 1988, I was diagnosed with bone marrow cancer and was told that my condition was terminal.  For twelve (12) years, I did not receive any type of chemotherapy.

Doctors do not understand how I can live so long with terminal cancer.  most patients with this type of cancer normally live 3 to 6 years, which was the life expectancy they gave me.  They cannot understand why I do not have holes in my bones by now.

On August 4, 2000, I was taken to Parkway Medical Center's ER in the following condition:

1. Unconscious

2. Respiratory failure

3. Fever, temperature 104.8

4. Heartbeat was 222 beats per minute.

5. Blood pressure 200 / 130

6. Pneumonia

7. Bacterial meningitis (inflammation of the spinal cord and the lining of the brain)

8. Blood was sludge

9. Hemorrhaging from the nose

10.Multiple myeloma (bone cancer)

11. Zero immune system (due to bone cancer)

That same week it was reported on television that two healthy young men ages 17 and 21 died of meningitis.  The doctors said that if I had arrived at the hospital two hours later I would have been dead upon arrival.  bacterial meningitis is the worst kind of meningitis a person can contract.

I was in ICU for ten days, unconscious and on a ventilator. The doctors did not thin I was going to live.  The primary-care physician informed my family that I might need a tracheotomy, having a feeding tube placed in my intestines, and be kept alive by machines. My family was informed that I might be a vegetable if and when I wake up.  The doctors said that most patients that have been unconscious and on the ventilator for the length of time I was, usually wake up brain dead.

By the grace of God, on the 11th day I woke up breathing on my own with all my faculties and a sound mind.  Today, 9 weeks later, I stand in God's amazing grace giving Him all the praise and all the glory.  I am healed, walking in divine health. I am also still drinking a gallon and half of water with 1/2 teaspoon of salt every day. thanks to your teaching.

Sincerely,
M.J.

 

Sunday, January 22, 2017

And Five of Them Were Wise

"And five of them were wise, and five were foolish. 
They that were foolish took their lamps, and took no oil with them." --Matt. 25:2-3

My subject is the parable of the Wise and Foolish Virgins. "And five of them were wise, and five were foolish. They that were foolish took their lamps, and took no oil with them. But the wise took oil in their vessels with their lamps." The parable teaches that true prayer means preparation.

Jesus Christ said, "And all things, whatsoever ye shall ask in prayer, believing, ye shall receive" (Math. 21:22). "Therefore I say unto you, what things soever ye desire, when ye pray, believe that ye receive them, and ye shall have them" (Mark 11:24). In this parable he shows that only those who have prepared for their good (thereby showing active faith) will bring the manifestation to pass.

We might paraphrase the scriptures and say: When ye pray believe ye have it. When ye pray ACT as if you have already received.

Armchair faith or rocking chair faith, will never move mountains. In the armchair, in the silence, or meditation, you are filled with the wonder of this Truth, and feel that your faith will never waver. You know that The Lord is your Shepherd, you shall never want.

You feel that your God of Plenty will wipe out all burdens of debt or limitations. Then you leave your armchair and step out into the arena of Life. It is only what you do in the arena that counts.

I will you give you an illustration showing how the law works; for faith without action is dead.

A man, one of my students, had a great desire to go abroad. He took the statement: I give thanks for my divinely designed trip, divinely financed, under grace, in a perfect way. He had very little money, but knowing the law of preparation, he bought a trunk. It was a very gay and happy trunk with a big red band around its waist. Whenever he looked at it it gave him a realization of a trip.

One day he seemed to feel his room moving. He felt the motion of a ship. He went to the window to breathe the fresh air, and it smelt like the aroma of the docks. With his inner ear he heard the shriek of a sea-gull and the creaking of the gangplank. The trunk had commenced to work. It had put him in the vibration of his trip. Soon after that, a large sum of money came to him and he took the trip. He said afterwards that it was perfect in every detail.

In the arena of Life we must keep ourselves tuned-up to concert pitch.

Are we acting from motives of fear or faith? Watch your motives with all diligence, for out of them are the issues of life.

If your problem is a financial one (and it usually is) you must know how to wind yourself up financially, and keep wound up by always acting your faith. The material attitude towards money is to trust in your salary, your income and investments, which can shrink over night.

The spiritual attitude toward money is to trust in God for your supply. To keep your possessions, always realize that they are God in manifestation. "What God has given cannot be diminished," then if one door shuts another door, immediately opens.

Never voice lack or limitation for "by your words your are condemned." You combine with what you notice, and if you are always noticing failure and hard times, you will combine with failure and hard times.

You must form the habit of living in the fourth dimension, "The World of the Wondrous." It is the world where you do not judge by appearances.

You have trained your inner eye to see through failure into success, to see through sickness into health to see through limitation into plenty. I will give you the land which you though seeth."

The man who achieves success has the fixed idea of success. If it is founded on a rock of truth and rightness it will stand. If not, it is built upon sand and washed into the sea, returning to its native nothingness.

Only divine ideas can endure. Evil destroys itself, for it is a cross current against universal order, and the way of the transgressor is hard.

"They that were foolish took their lamps, and took no oil with them. But the wise took oil in their vessels with their lamps."

The lamp symbolizes man's consciousness. The oil is what brings Light or understanding.

"While the bridegroom tarried, they all slumbered and slept. And at midnight there was a cry made. Behold, the bridegroom cometh; go ye out to meet him. Then all those virgins arose, and trimmed their lamps. And the foolish said unto the wise, Give us your oil; for our lamps are gone out."

The foolish virgins were without wisdom or understanding, which is oil for the consciousness, and when

they were confronted with a serious situation, they had no way of handling it.

And when they said to the wise "give us of your oil," the wise answered saying, "Not so; lest there be not enough for us and you: but go ye rather to them that sell, and buy for yourselves."

That means that the foolish virgins could not receive more than was in their consciousness, or what they were vibrating to.

The man received the trip because it was in his consciousness, as a reality. He believed that he had already received. As he prepared for the trip he was taking oil for his lamps. With realization comes manifestation.

The law of preparation works both ways. If you prepare for what you fear or don't want, you begin to attract it. David said, "The thing I feared has come upon me." We hear people say, "I must put away money in case of illness." They are deliberately preparing to be ill. Or, "I'm saving for a rainy day." The rainy day is sure to come, at a most inconvenient time.

The divine idea for every man is plenty. Your barns should be full, and your cup should flow over, but we must learn to ask aright.

For example take this statement: I call on the law of accumulation. My supply comes from God, and now pours in and piles up, under grace.

This statement does not give any picture of stint or saving or sickness. It gives a fourth dimensional feeling of abundance, leaving the channels to Infinite Intelligence.

Every day you must make a choice, will you be wise or foolish? Will you prepare for your good?

Will you take the giant swing into faith? Or serve doubt and fear and bring no oil for your lamps?

"And while they went to buy, the bridegroom came; and they that were ready went in with him to the marriage: and the door was shut. Afterward came also the other virgins, saying, Lord, Lord, open to us. But he answered and said, Verily I say unto you, I know you not."

You may feel that the foolish virgins paid very dearly for neglecting to bring oil for their lamps, but we are dealing with the law of Karma (or the law of come back). It has been called the "judgment day," which people usually associate with the end of the world.

Your judgment day comes, they say, in sevens - seven hours, seven days, seven weeks, seven months, or seven years. It might even come in seven minutes. Then you pay some Karmic debt; the price for having violated spiritual law. 

You failed to trust God, you took no oil for your lamps.

Every day examine your consciousness and see just what your are preparing for. You are fearful of lack and hang on to every cent, thereby attracting more lack. Use what you have with wisdom and it opens the way for more to come to you.

In my book, "Your Word Is Your Wand," I tell about the Magic Purse. In the Arabian Nights they tell the story of a man who had a Magic Purse. As money went out, immediately money appeared in it again.

So I made the Statement: My supply comes from God - I have the magic purse of the spirit. It can never be depleted. As money goes out, immediately money comes in. It is always crammed, jammed with abundance, under grace, in perfect ways.

This brings a vivid picture to mind: You are drawing on the bank of the imagination.

A woman who did not have much money was afraid to pay any bills and see her bank account dwindle. It came to her with great conviction: "I have the magic purse of the spirit. It can never be depleted. As money goes out, immediately, money comes in." She fearlessly paid her bills, and several large cheques came to her that she did not expect.

"Watch and pray lest ye enter into the temptation" of preparing for something destructive instead of something constructive.


I knew a woman who told me she always kept a long crepe veil handy in case of funerals. I said to her, "You are a menace to your relatives, and are preparing to hurry them all off, so that you can wear the veil." She destroyed it.

Another woman who had no money decided to send her two daughters to college. Her husband scorned the idea and said, "Who will pay their tuition? I have no money for it." She replied, "I know some unforeseen good will come to us." She kept on preparing her daughters for college. Her husband laughed heartily and told all their friends that his wife was sending the girls to college on "some unforeseen good." A rich relative suddenly sent her a large sum of money. "Some unforeseen good" did arrive, for she had shown active faith. I asked what she had said to her husband when the cheque arrived. She replied, "Oh, I never antagonize George by telling him I am in the right."

So prepare for your "unforeseen good." Let every thought and every act express your unwavering faith.

Every event in your life is a crystallized idea.

Something you have invited through either fear or faith. Something you have prepared for.

So let us be wise and bring oil for our lamps - and when we least expect it, we shall reap the fruits of our faith.

My lamps are now filled with the oil of faith and fulfillment.



THE SECRET DOOR TO SUCCESS

The Secret Door to Success

"So the people shouted when the priests blew 
with the trumpets; and it came to pass, when 
the people heard the sound of the trumpet,and 
the people shouted with a great shout,that the 
wall fell down flat, so that the people went up 
into the city, every man straight before him, 
and they took the city." ~ Joshua 6:20

A successful man is always asked - "What is 
the secret of your success?"

People never ask a man who is a failure, "What is 
the secret of your failure?" It is quite easy to see 
and they are not interested.

People all want to know how to open the secret door to success.

For each man there is success, but it seems to be 
behind a door or wall. In the Bible reading, we 
have heard the wonderful story of the falling of 
the walls of Jericho.

Of course all biblical stories have a metaphysical interpretation.

We will talk now about your wall of Jericho: the 
wall separating you from success. Nearly every
-one has built a wall around his own Jericho.

This city you are not able to enter, contains great 
treasures; your divinely designed success, your 
heart's desire!

What kind of wall have you built around your 
Jericho? Often, it is a wall of resentment - 
resenting someone, or resenting a situation, 
shuts off your good.

If you are a failure (when you quit) and resent 
the success of someone else, you are keeping
away your own success.

I have given the following statement to neutralize 
envy and resentment.

What God has done for others, He now does for me and more.

A woman was filled with envy because a friend 
had received a gift, she made this statement, and 
an exact duplicate of the gift was given her - plus 
another present.

It was when the children of Israel shouted, that 
the walls of Jericho fell down. When you make 
an affirmation of Truth, your wall of Jericho totters.

I gave the following statement to a woman: 
The walls of lack and delay now crumble away,and I enter my Promised Land, under grace. 

She had a vivid picture of stepping over a fallen 
wall, and received the demonstration of her good, 
almost immediately.

It is the word of realization which brings about a 
change in your affairs; for words and thoughts are 
a form of radio-activity. 

Taking an interest in your work, enjoying what 
you are doing opens the secret door of success.

A number of years ago I went to California to 
speak at the different centers, by way of the 
Panama Canal, and on the boat I met a man named Jim Tully.

For years he had been a tramp. He called himself The King of the Hoboes.

He was ambitious and picked up an education.

He had a vivid imagination and commenced writing 
stories about his experiences.

He dramatized tramp life, he enjoyed what he 
was doing, and became a very successful author. 
remember one book called "Outside Looking In." 
It was made into a motion picture.

He is now famous and prosperous and lives in 
Hollywood. What opened the secret door to 
success for Jim Tully?

Dramatizing his life - being interested in what he 
was doing, he made the most of being a tramp. 
On the boat, we all sat at the captain's table, 
which gave us a chance to talk.

Mrs. Grace Stone was also a passenger on the 
boat; she had written the "Bitter Tea of General 
Yen," and was going to Hollywood to have it 
made into a moving-picture; she had lived in 
China and was inspired to write the book.

That is the Secret of Success, to make what you 
are doing interesting to other people. Be 
interested yourself, and others will find you interesting.

A good disposition, a smile, often opens the secret door; the Chinese say, "A man without a smiling face, must not open a shop."

The success of a smile was brought out in a French moving-picture in which Chevalier took the lead, the picture was called, "With a Smile." One of the characters had become poor, dreary and almost a derelict; He said to Chevalier "What good has my honesty done me?" Chevalier replied, "Even honesty won't help you, without a smile." So the man changes on the spot, cheers up, and becomes 
very successful.

Living in the past, complaining of your misfortunes, builds a thick wall around
your Jericho.

Talking too much about your affairs, scattering 
your forces, brings you up against a high wall. 
I knew a man of brains and ability, who was a 
complete failure.

He lived with his mother and aunt, and I found 
that every night when he went home to dinner, 
he told them all that had taken place during the 
day at the office; he discussed his hopes, his 
fears, and his failures.

I said to him, "You scatter your forces by talking 
about your affairs. Don't discuss your business 
with your family. Silence is golden!" 

He took my lead. During dinner he refused to talk 
about business. His mother and aunt were in 
despair. They loved to hear all about everything, 
but his silence proved golden!

Not long after, he was given a position at one 
hundred dollars a week, and in a few years, he 
had a salary of three hundred dollars a week.

Success is not a secret, it is a System.

Many people are up against the wall of 
discouragement. Courage and endurance are 
part of the system. We read this in lives of all 
successful men and women.

I had an amusing experience which brought this to
my notice. I went to a moving picture theatre to 
meet a friend.

While waiting, I stood near a young boy, selling programs.

He called to people passing, "Buy a complete 
program of the picture, containing photographs of 
the actors and a sketch of their lives."

Most people passed by without buying. To my 
great surprise, he suddenly turned to me, and said 
- "Say, this ain't no racket for a guy with ambition!"

Then he gave a discourse on success. He said, 
"Most people give up just before something big 
is coming to them. A successful man never gives up."

Of course I was interested and said, "I'll bring you 
a book the next time I come. It is called The Game 
of Life and How to Play It. You will agree with a 
lot of the ideas."

A week or two later I went back with the book.

The girl at the ticket office said to him - "Let me 
read it, Eddie, while you are selling programs." 
The man who took tickets leaned over to see 
what it was about.

"The Game of Life" always gets people's interests.

I returned to the theatre in about three weeks, 
Eddie had gone. He had expanded into a new job 
that he liked. His wall of Jericho had crumbled, he
had refused to be discouraged.

Only twice, is the word success mentioned in the 
Bible - both times in the Book of Joshua.

"Only be strong and very courageous to observe to 
do according to all the law which Moses, my 
servant, commanded thee: turn not from it to the 
right nor to the left, that thou mayest have good 
success whithersoever thou goest. This book of the
law shall not depart from thy mouth, but thou shalt 
meditate therein day and night, that thou mayest 
observe to do all that is written therein, for then 
shalt thou make thy way prosperous and thou shalt 
have good success. Turn not to the right nor to the left."

The road to success is a straight and narrow path; it is a road of loving absorption, of undivided attention.

You attract the things you give a great deal of 
thought to.

So if you give a great deal of thought to lack, you 
attract lack, if you give a great deal of thought to 
injustice, you attract more injustice.

Joshua said, "And it shall come to pass, that when 
they make a long blast with the ram's horn, and 
when ye hear the sound of the trumpet, all the 
people shall shout with a great shout: and the wall 
of the city shall fall down flat, and the people shall 
ascend up, every man straight before him."

The inner meaning of this story, is the power of 
the word, your word which dissolves obstacles, 
and removes barriers.

When the people shouted the walls fell down.

We find in folk-lore and fairy stories, which 
come down from legends founded on Truth, 
the same idea - a word opens a door or cleaves a rock.

We have it again in the Arabian Night's Story, "Ali 
Baba and The Forty Thieves." I saw it made into 
a moving picture.

Ali Baba has a secret hiding place, hidden 
somewhere behind rocks and mountains, the 
entrance may only be gained by speaking a secret 
word. It is "Open Sesame!"

Ali Baba faces the mountain and cries "Open 
Sesame!" and rocks slide apart.

It is very inspiring, for it gives you the realization 
of how YOUR own rocks and barriers, will part 
at the right word.

So let us take the statement -
The walls of lack and delay now crumble away,
and I enter my Promised Land, under grace.

***************************
“Outside Looking In” is, most fundamentally, a series of pointed scenes from a busy life. Its vaguely oxymoronic subtitle (“Adventures of an Observer”) seems misleading. No one who counted William F. Buckley, John Waters, Studs Terkel, Beverly Sills and Murray Kempton among his many friends, and who had close-up views of many of the last century’s signal events, can qualify as a true outsider.

The early chapters of “Outside Looking In” are a Greyhound bus tour through many events Mr. Wills covered as a barnstorming young journalist, writing for Harold Hayes’s Esquire and other publications. He was thrown in jail along with Benjamin Spock, Joe Papp and Judy Collins during the 1968 Democratic convention in Chicago, after agreeing to take part in a protest. He flew into Memphis on the night of the Rev. Dr. Martin Luther King Jr.’s assassination. He visited strip clubs in Dallas in 1966 while writing about Jack Ruby, Lee Harvey Oswald’s killer, who owned a club called the Carousel.

There is a chapter here on Nixon (Wills landed on his enemies list), as well as on Jimmy Carter, whom he admired, and on the Clintons (he has kinder things to say about Hillary than about Bill, and admires her gifts as a mimic). There are chapters as well on Buckley, who asked the young and unknown Mr. Wills to write theater criticism for National Review, and on Studs Terkel. Mr. Wills also writes fondly about his friendship with the actor and antiwar activist Dick Cusack, the father of the actors John and Joan, and the rest of the busy Cusack clan.




Credit Patricia Wall/The New York Times
Mr. Wills writes gratefully, and with relish, about the intellectual and spiritual armor he acquired early. “I was blessed by my schooling — Catholic grade school, high school, college (St. Louis University) and graduate school (Xavier of Cincinnati),” he says.

Mr. Wills also has a Ph.D. in classics from Yale, and he is eloquent about why this sort of education matters to anyone who wishes to write and think seriously. “Learning classical Greek is the most economical intellectual investment one can make,” he writes. “On many things that might interest one — law and politics, philosophy, oratory, history, lyric poetry, epic poetry, drama — there will be constant reference back to the founders of those forms in our civilization.”

There are moments when “Outside Looking In” seems like a data dump, as if Mr. Wills were flipping though a trunk of his yellowed magazine clips. There’s more here than is strictly necessary about things like the particulars of Sills’s run as chairwoman of the Metropolitan Opera. And a bit, spread over several pages, about the actor Joseph Fiennes’s behaving like a twerp on a film set that Mr. Wills visited is a waste of this book’s already limited storage capacity.

Other narrative detours are pure labors of love. Mr. Wills’s chapter on his family’s years in Baltimore (he and his wife have three children) includes a long and ardent disquisition on the glories of Johnny Unitas’s passing with the Baltimore Colts, and Raymond Berry’s receiving. Mr. Wills approvingly quotes the sportswriter Frank Deford, who declared: “If there were one game scheduled, Earth versus the Klingons, with the fate of the universe on the line, any person with his wits about him would have Johnny U. calling signals in the huddle.”

Mr. Wills’s politics have never been doctrinaire, but he makes it clear that he arrived at his middle-class conservatism by temperament. He says the rosary daily. He has never smoked pot. He dresses, in his daughter’s words, “like a bum.” He has had sex with only one woman.

“I agree with Hilaire Belloc: ‘it is well to have loved one woman from a child,’ ” he writes.

More than faith, Mr. Wills admires faithfulness. He’s justifiably proud that he’s been true to his wife, to his friends, to the two universities where he’s taught for long stretches over 43 years and to the few literary agents he’s had. For a man who describes himself as one of the least interesting people on the planet, he makes the old virtues sound surprisingly sexy.

OUTSIDE LOOKING IN
Adventures of an Observer
By Garry Wills

195 pages. Viking. $25.95.

Monday, September 26, 2011

common people read common poem

"Poems for the common man"

I feel compelled to write my rhymes.
But I have longed, so many times,
For just a touch of eloquence,
Instead of my incompetence
At being able to express
Majestic thoughts with great finesse.
Though maybe not the way I plan,
My poems are for the Common Man,
With phrases such as "saved by grace,"
And seeing Jesus "face to face."
Just simple words to touch a life,
And help to heal heart-rending strife.

I'm sure the critics will agree
That no great poet I'll ever be.
Yet still I'll write about my Lord,
And seek His blessing as reward.
For I could have no greater gain
Than knowing I have eased some pain,
Or helped someone who's gone astray,
To come to Christ, the only way.
And so words flow-each one a prayer
That God might somehow use, somewhere,
To do His will, and fill a need.
Ah, that would bring me joy indeed!

-Betty Jo Mings

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