(Earlier part, here)
I will tell my story even if it costs me my life. I don't want revenge. I don't want war. I want Muslims to know the truth. I want suicide bombers to stop. I want children in Madras to question what they're being told. I want the imams to hear this message. The only way to God is through Jesus. There is no other name. This is my final plea. To every Muslim listening to me, I was like you. I believed in Allah. I memorized the Qur'an. I fasted during Ramadan. I prayed five times a day. I loved my religion. But I was wrong. I never knew the one true God. I never knew the savior of the world. Jesus is not just a prophet. He is the son of God. He died for you. He loves you. He weeps for you. But if you reject him, you will face the fire. I saw it. I heard it. I will never forget it. I'm not asking you to hate Islam. I'm asking you to seek the truth. Ask Jesus to show himself to you. He will. He came to me when I was planning to kill his people. He can come to you right now. He is real. He is alive. And he is calling your name. And to those who are planning terror, jihad, or violence in the name of Allah, I beg you, stop. Don't believe the lie. There is no reward for killing. There is no heaven for murderers. You are being used. You are walking toward eternal
fire. I walked that road. I almost died there. I saw what happens after death.
It's not what you think. It's worse, but there is still time. Jesus can forgive you. Jesus can save you. Jesus can give you a new life like he gave me. I'm not
perfect. I'm not strong. I'm just a man who was pulled from the fire. But now I
carry the light and I will carry it until my last breath. I was a suicide bomber. Now l am a servant of Christ. I was blind. Now I see. I was lost but now l am found. Praise be to the name of Jesus. My name is still Hassan. I have no last name, no family, no country. I live in silence, in secret, moving from place to place. I'm not hiding because I am afraid. l am hiding because I know the message I now carry is dangerous in this world. It is a message that costs lives. A message that breaks chains. A message the enemy hates. I saw Jesus. I heard his voice. I know what waits beyond death. And now I live not for myself but for him. But I cannot do this alone. That's why I am writing this, speaking this, risking everything because I need the body of Christ. I need my brothers and sisters around the world to pray for me. Please, I beg you, pray for me. Pray that I will have the strength to keep going. This road is painful. Every day, I carry the weight of my past. I still hear the screams. I still see the faces of those in hell. I still feel the pain of the fire. But I also remember the eyes of Jesus filled with love and mercy. I want to obey him with all my heart. But the persecution is real. There are people hunting me. I get threats. I have no documents, no support, only my faith. I have given up everything for the name of Jesus. And though my spirit is willing, my flesh is weak. So l ask you not for money, not for fame, but for prayer. Please pray that I will not give up. Pray that I will speak with boldness. Pray that I will stand firm when fear surrounds me. I want to live for Jesus until my last breath. Also, I ask you to pray for the Christians in Syria. Many are still in hiding. Some are worshiping underground. Others are being hunted like animals. Their churches have been bombed. Their families threatened. Their lives torn apart by a war they didn't choose. And yet, they still follow Jesus. Their faith inspires me. They are the ones almost killed, but now they are my family. I owe them everything. Please pray for their protection, for courage, for hope. Pray that the gospel will continue to spread in Syria, even through the fire. Pray that the blood of the martyrs will bring a harvest of salvation. Pray that revival will rise from the ashes. These men and women are warriors of faith. They need your prayers more than ever. If you are listening, if you believe in Jesus, if you call yourself a Christian, then I ask you again, remember me in your prayers. Every day, every night, pray for strength. Pray for courage. Pray that the message Jesus gave me will not die in silence. I am a fugitive in this world, but l am found in Christ. I have no nation, but I am a citizen of heaven. One of the warriors of faith. They need your prayers more than ever. If you are listening, if you believe in Jesus, if you call yourself a Christian, then l ask you again, remember me in your prayers. Every day, every night, pray for strength. Pray for courage. Pray that the message Jesus gave me will not die in silence. I am a fugitive in this world, but l am found in Christ. I have no nation, but I am a citizen of heaven. I lost everything, but I gained eternal life. All I want now is to obey my Lord and Savior. Help me do that through your prayers. Thank you. And may the grace of Jesus Christ be with all who suffer for his name.
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